"Your
time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped
by dogma — which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't
let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most
important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow
already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary." -Steve
Jobs
I need to remind myself that not everyone is
going to agree with everything that I want to do and what I have also planned ahead. Honestly, it will be nice having my parent's and brother's support. But I can’t get mad if they don’t. When it sounds
outside the familiarity, it might get scare some people.
I made a lot of decisions this year- just
simply following what I feel is right coming from my heart. I have ignored the
brain this year, so far it has lead me to do things that my brain would have
talk me out of. I just looked at my bank account and slowly my saving’s
has been dipping and so did my mood. I also start questioning myself, was it a
mistake not having a stable income? But if I just stay on with my full time- I
would probably had a heart attack by now and might even have a short hair
style, because eventually my hair would fell out or I would I pulled it out
during another independent Asia trip.
I know at the end of all this, I am going to
be fine. I am drawing out the road that I see myself walking. Not getting the
direction from anyone. I know I will fall from time to time at this moment to
my next success. “Your largest fear carries your greatest
growth”- I am looking forward to face this fear. Face on.
Happy Monday for the brave hearts!
